Happy Labor Day

I *do* get scared

[ ] the dark
[] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[X] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[X] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[X] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 3

[X] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[X] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 6

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[X] being robbed
[ ] falling
[x] clown
[x] dolls
[X] large crowds of people
[X] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 11

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[X] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
Total so far: 14

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat :D
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

grand total:16

school is back, and I'm depressed. $97 dollars for one textbook, I won't buy the one for 2-D design :P fuck that it's $15, I spent so much money on school supplies (mostly for painting) and now I'm left with $25 to my name. 10 hours of work a week ain't helping either. anyways, to escape the melancholy, here's a meme of sorts :)

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
boobs
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
burgundy red
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yes!
4. Do you plan outfits?
sometimes. if there's a special occassion.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
sad.
10. What are you craving right now?
fish and chips. i watched Sherlock Holmes last night and got a craving
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Eggrolls and farts
12. Do you make prank calls?
no, but if a telemarketer calls, well...then I REALLY pull their chain :D
13. Ever hooked up with some one out of state?
no.
14. Do you sleep with any stuffed animals?
yes
15. Would you dance to the taco song?
what the fuck is the taco song?
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
no, but I tried at like 7. and passed out. I was challenged by some kid in school, and I'm anemic :)
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Bite. And. Lick.
18. Do you like anyone right now?
Yes.
19. What do you think of crickets?
nice orchestras outside my window :)
20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
no
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
yeah, with pineapple
22. What are you listening to right now?
Dr. Blind-Emily Haines
25. Would you go sky diving?
noooooooo!!!
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
If he pays for a super expensive meal, I'll stomach it, and close my hearing off
27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
No. I'd eat the potatoes. but no, I don't like him, and also, no one's perfect. even if they fucked your country over, they're still human.
28. Is there anything sparkly on you?
no
30. Do you rent movies often?
no, madre has netflix, so we get that.
31. Who sits behind you in your math class?
don't have math, I'm in college, and there's no math this semester :D
34. Can you count backwards from 74?
uh huh, my future unborn fetus can, too.
35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
my girlfriend and her adorable cat, Bart
36. Brown or white egg?
either.
37. Have you ever been on a train?
does the metro count? I mean, over oldschool trains. I fucking love the metro <3
39. Ever told someone you loved them?
Yes, and I still love them.
40. Do you have a cell phone?
yeah. it's kind of neglected lol
41. Are you a virgin?
want to find out?
42. Any kids?
maybe when I'm 27.
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
i don't know. maybe playing bejeweled xD
44. Ever had cream puffs?
Yes.
45. Ever had Breaded Shrimp?
yum!
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
yeah, except that Ashton Kutcher is not my cup of tea.
47. What was the last question you asked?
'Want to find out?' haha
48. What was the last CD you bought?
Gorillaz.
49. What is/was your bus number for school?
never took the bus.
51. Is your hair curly?
wavy, but I straighten it out.
52. Last time you cried?
last night.
53. Ever walked into a wall?
Yep. all the time
54. Ever walked UP a wall?
I'd love to, but first I need lessons from some badass.
55. Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
no, I don't really know what it is lol.
56. Favorite time of the year?
Winter/cold Fall.
57. Whats your favorite number?
4.
58. Favorite colours?
Dark ones, neutrals, bright colours, weird hipster colours Bright lime green, orange,and purple are my top 3 faves, though <3
59. Do you have any piercings?
not yet.
60. Do you have any tattoos?
not yet
62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
no. there isn't even one in my room.
65. Do you like your life right now?
meh, if it was more like how it was this summer, then it'd be better. relaxation, not broke, steady work hours, steady art hours.
66. How do you feel about 'love'?
amazing. the best feeling you will ever encounter.
67. What is your favorite animal?
felines big and small, some canines, and OWLS!!!
69. Do you have good vision?
not really :/
70. Can you hula hoop?
i used to suck as a kid, but now I have CURVES, maybe it'll work?
72. Do you have a job?
Yes.
74. What are you wearing?
yellow peace sign shirt, long brown hippie skirt. lacy bra and of course, underwear.
75. What does your hair look like?
aeon flux. now fuck off.
76. Ever climbed out a window?
no
77. Can you handle the truth?
can YOU handle it?
78. What was the most recent thing you bought?
cherry coke zero.
79. How often do you talk on the phone?
often, esoecially calling my girlfriend, but not often a phone addict.
80. What's the longest you talked to someone on the phone?
2 hours and change
81. Do you hate/dislike more than 3 people?
Yes. I definitely do.
83. Are you sarcastic?
yeah. it's my first language.
84. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes. and punched.
85. Do looks matter?
if it has to do with food, then yes. people, not so much. you can be the most pretty person, and be a complete bitch.
86. Do you use chapstick?
Yes. medicated as well. :I
87. Are you too forgiving?
Depends on the situation.
88. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Yes. I got a flapjack tank top last year. for my birthday...i think, and I love it. makes my boobs pop out. ALOT :/
89. Do you own a gun?
no.
90. Where are you located?
Southern California, in my room, refusing to come out.
91. Have you ever been in a castle?
nope.
92. Do you like your hair?
yes, when I straighten it.
93. Do you like yourself?
I....suppose? I'm a pretty interesting person, so yeah.

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I've been so busy lately, so for those of you following me on here, my apologies. Life caught up with me. I've been working 26 hour weeks at my job, and getting ready to go back to school :/ although this semester seems fun. Anthropology and 2 art classes. So ultimately, one textbook :D also, I switched back to art for my major. I've decided to get better and better, and hope to become a comic book penciller or inker. that's my latest goal. In the meantime. my summer reading has been all about Witchblade. well, comics, at least. The Magdalena is a fine piece of comic art as well. novel-wise, anything by Stieg. Girl with the Dragon Tattoo had a decent movie made in its honor, so this pleased me. anyways, here's some new art.

so aside from the higurashi fanart I posted last night that proved I wasn't dead, I shall blog for today YIPPEE SKIPPY!!!

currently, I'm listening to oldies as always, (although Belle and Sebastian isn't that old). Drawing more, and getting ready for my 21st birthday ^o^ and watching the World Cup. very distressed about Italy ):

one of my managers (who I think has a thing for me :/ ....) has somewhat inspired me to maybe (?) go back to majoring in art. She knew Don Bluth when she was young (they lived in Ireland where his first studio was) and even had dinner at her home with him as a guest D: her dad worked for him and did lots of illustration, did some kids' books-well, the illustrations, and was an animator. He got to do alot of fun drawing art related jobs without being told what to draw-everything was from imagination! Her brother does the same and worked with DreamWorks, and she wants to try to set me up on a tour of the studio. I'm so psyched about that! I'd love to do something like that, but the problem is, I do not want to be in school for so long. sure it's 4 years....but I've been in school 18 years of my life. The other three years I was a baby. So it doesn't count. She said she wants to try to see if they'd allow me a tour at Disney's art studios, but it's harder now-a-days, and with her dad retired, it's pretty hard. but apparently, a possible tour of Don Bluth's studios...well, I couldn't say no. :)

not dead....yet.

so I haven't been on here in ages D8 well, I have a job. and a lovely girlfriend. 23 hours a week at the store of evil. the rest of the time sleeping, being with my girl, and drawing.
anyways, here's a fanart of Shion from Higurashi no Naku Koro ni.

Whoo, more bored fun 8D

What you have:
[x] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish
[ ] You own a designer purse
[ ] You own perfume that cost over $60
[] You had/have fake nails
[ ] You have more hair products and body products than you can use
[ ] Your pet is a Chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier/Siamese/Shih Tzu/ mini anything
[ ] you have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet
[ ] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp
[ ] you have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper
[] A pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets
Total So Far: 1

Do you:
[ ] Spend more time at the mall than you do at homework
[ ] Have had a hair color that is not natural
[ ] Have "blonde moments" at least once a day
[ ] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear/use it
[ ] Constantly keep your phone at your side
[x ] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home
[ ] Have a name for your car
[ ] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week
[ ] Refuse to go out in public without makeup
[ ] Prefer to be called "princess"
Total So Far: 2

Do you love:
[ ] Makeup
[] Glitter
[x] The color Pink-light pink
[x] Jewelry
[ ] Mirrors
[x] Chick flicks (it depends)
[x] Shoes(converse for the fuckin' win!)
[x] Rainbows
[x] Unicorns fuck yes
[x ] Disney Movies
[x ] Flowers
[x] Stuffed Animals
[x] Purses(shoulder bags for me).
Total So Far: 12

Do you shop at:
[ ] Coach
[x] Forever 21
[x] Victoria's Secret
[ ] Guess
[] Claire's
[ ] Express
[ ] Delia's
[ ] Hollister
[ ] American Eagle
[ ] Abercrombie Fitch
[ ] Aeropostale
Total So Far: 14

Do you say:
[] What-ever( i say whatever, not what-ever)
[x] Oh my gosh/goodness( gracious goodness! is a fun saying :P)
[x] Hun
[ ] Fugly
[ ] That's hot
[ ] Dunzo
[x] Darling (only when I talk to my girlfriend)
[ ] Bff
[x] Cutie
[ ] Hottie
[ ] Skank(y)
[x] Totally
[x] For Sure
[x] Fabulous (when making a joke)
Total So Far: 21

Do you read:
[x] Cosmopolitan
[x] Glamour (I browse fordrawing refs, actually)
[ ] Marie Claire
[ ] Elle Girl
[ ] Teen Vogue
[x] People (for the LULZ)
[x] Us Weekly (Also for lulz)
[ ] Star
[ ] Self
[ ] PerezHilton.com
[ ] Dlisted.com
[ ] Seventeen
[ ] people.com
[ ] usmagazine.com
[ ] popsugar.com
[ ] Pink Is The New Blog.com
Total So Far:25

Do you love these:
[x] Legally Blonde
[ ] Elizabethtown
[x] Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[ ] The Notebook
[x] A Walk to Remember
[ ] Sweet Home Alabama
[ ] Where the Heart is
[] Just my luck
[] John Tucker Must Die
[ ] Center stage
[] Bring it On
[] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[ ] Mona Lisa Smile
[ ] My Girl
[ ] Wedding Date
[ ] 10 Things I Hate About You
Total So Far: 27

Do you really enjoy:
[] America's Next Top Model
[] Project Runway
[ ] Desperate Housewives
[ ] The Simple Life
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[ ] Sex & the City
[x] Grey's Anatomy
[ ] The O.C.
[ ] The City
[ ] Nip/Tuck
[ ] Gilmore Girls
[ ] Degrassi
Total So Far: 28

56% Girly, which is a good mix. As they didn't put my favorite program on the telly on here >( (Chelsea Lately).

Rebirth of Evangelion Fandom

I fuckin' love Asuka

Self Portraity Wogga

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
well, I don't think I'd be doing it otherwise.

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?
nope.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
depends. for it if it could endanger mother and child's life, against it otherwise. If the woman was raped, have it, and give it up for adoption.

[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
nope. we failed enough with Bush :P

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
I believe in the shut up and bitchslap penalty, but no, not for the death penalty.

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
Yes, all this bantering back and forth, just shut up already :/

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
all for it. my girlfriend and I can't get married because well, no gay marriage in California yet. Once we have the money, it will happen, but for now, yeah.

[08] Do you believe in God?
Yes.

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
You are asking a lesbian this question. Are you stupid? REALLY? Of COURSE it should be.

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
no, their gov't is corrupt, and they are having problems. They want to escape as well as have better lives for their children and families. That right there shows that they have hearts of gold.

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
no. she shouldn't of even had sex. I would put it up for adoption since she herself is a child, and a child caring for a child....it would be bad for both of them.

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
Yes. then if more people got sloshed at parties and made complete asses of themselves, 21+ parties would be much more sophisticated, and not all about getting drunk and banged.

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
It should have been for awhile. What they started with was wrong, sure, but there are NON-VIOLENT ways to communicate. Ways that also wouldn't involve the massacre of innocent people. That made me absolutely angry, and because of such, I stay far away from anything political-it could get nasty, turn violent, and I couldn't stand seeing innocents slaughtered.

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
no, they were unhappy as well and are now dead also. I think what should be illegal is/are people not listening to friends/loved ones/children when they are this down. That way a few lives could be spared.

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
If the child is WAY out of control. a quick slap to get their attention, but not with objects, not in the face, just a quick one on the backside or wrist.

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
despite it being our symbol as well as legacy of the US, maybe. But not for the money. I would turn down the money. What I'd say is, this is what America is coming to. Homosexuals and Hispanics treated like dogs, no one willing to help a brother anymore, killing is fun. This is all I ever see on the news, so look, it's the same as our flag burning. Our NATION is burning with unjust treatment, hatred, prejudice. It's gotta stop. The fact that you offer money, does this mean that those green pieces of paper have corrupted you? That your bank will be at your funeral? Of course it does, that's all you pigs care about.

[17] Who do you think would (have) make/made a better president? McCain or Obama?
still with Obama. He's had a few mistakes, and has hit some rough patches, but he's a good man.

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
go judge. haters will hate. I don't care, I'm speaking up for those without voices, maybe you should go get one.

I absolutely LOVE Otters

drawing again yaaayyy! watercolour to boot 8D
I surprised myself!

When did you last consumed alcohol? a while ago, though I'll be having some tomorrow night ;)

What did you do today at 8:00 in the morning? I was dead to the world :D

How do you think about the person who gave you last wrote? well, if it's online, I really like the person, and find her an extraordinary friend :)

Three words that describe you when you last sent! wogga and wogga

How's your heart? beating steadily

Are you a jealous person? not often

Have you had a good birthday this year? not yet, I have to wait until August :P

Are you tired? I'm ALWAYS tired.

What do you hate most? Ignorance. mean people. migraines.

What do you love most? nature, music, art, sweet people <3

What do you think about homosexuals or bisexuals? normal people ^^

Did you ever wrong with your socks? O_O H-how did you KNOW??!!

Have you ever "nuisance" has been called? nope, but once my mom said I was full of nonsense-then again i was living off 30 minutes of sleep and laughing at stupid things.

Did you attract? yes, loads of people are attracted to me, including dirty old men :/

Who was last night in your house? my family and I

Will you once again to kiss the person you last kissed? yes ^^

Is there anyone of you do not like it because of something you have not done? I think so?

Could you imagine with just a backpack to travel to America? India-in the jungles.

Do you currently someone? yup <3

Have you kissed anyone today on the lips? No-wait, yes. My cat.

Do you like cuddling? I'm a cuddle MONSTER

Can you remember your first kiss? Yes.

Last person you cried about? a death in this really
touching movie
Do you weep easily? Not really.

Strawberry milkshake or banana cake? milkshake made with milk, BANANAS AND STRAWBERRIES. eat that.

Last movie you saw at the cinema and with whom? How to Train Your Dragon, with my girlfriend <3 hehe, it was right after I got 4 teeth pulled, so she kept calling me "Toothless," :3

Burger King or McDonalds? how about neither? :P

Where are you now? At home in bed

What are you listening to right now? Rock the House-Gorillaz <3

Would you prefer to travel to Tokyo or Paris? both. I've always wanted to go to Japan, and no, not just because of anime. I absolutely LOVE their history and culture.

Do you hear just music? yeah, didn't I just say I was listening to 'Rock the House'?

Are you currently alone? Yeah, unless I'm with my girlfriend, or at work. I love my solitude, though.

You wish for if you were somewhere else? not really?

Do you like drama? dear God, no. Cannot STAND drama-it stresses everyone.

Did you take the roller coaster fear? I don't fear it unless the hills are REALLY big, but I love them ^^

What will you do today? well, it's almost midnight, so sleep, then go out with my girlfriend and celebrate her mom's birthday

When did you last held the hand of someone? Tuesday

Do you like football? football BLOWS unless you mean soccer football, then we talk ;)

The strangest thing about you? clumsy, i make WEIRD noises for no reason at all

Are you thinking of someone to not think you should? totally. I'm thinking about who you are.

The most beautiful externality on the other gender? well, I'm lesbian, but if I were straight, eyes and collarbone.

Where can you buy one of the most of your clothes? goodwill stores

Who do you really hate? a lot of people lol

You eat more than three meals a day? no, just 3, and possibly a snack

Are you easy? no.

Who knows you better friends or family? well, neither :P I'm quite complex, and even my girlfriend is learning new things about me each day and we've been together for 5 years.

A word that describes your family! loving, hysterical (they always make me laugh in some way or another ^^)

A word that describes you? creative

Do you like coffee? Yes, very.

Do you believe in love? Yes. Just not Cher's song.

If you could take holidays in space you do? No!

Can you cook? I love to cook. I made a lovely dish for lunch today <3 tri-colored rotini pasta with clams and a sauce with olive oil, lemon, and basil (I'm Italian <3)

Last person you spoke with? Sara :D

Last person you were arguing? brother :/

What did you think when you woke up this morning? fuck, it's almost noon?!

Has anyone ever told you that you have beautiful eyes? Yes.

What did you do for a computer? A notebook from Dell, the student Inspiron.

What have you learned today? That Pocahontas clearly had plastic surgery done on her lips.

Goo' Night, ev'ry one -_- zzzzzz

You gotta make something explode to really understand it. You gotta examine all those tiny particles while they’re still on fire.
— Charles Bushman; Slingblade

Oh the Old days

I have REALLY been missing Cowboy Bebop! So, I downloaded the music from a legit site (that gives donations to the artists), and I REALLY want to get the complete box set (DVD). Such an amazing series, clearly, one of my favorites ^^

new day, and work.

NOT thrilled, but oh well. Have a /nakedlady/ drawing before I go

like I said, spiffy.

madre and I got my dress for the wedding today, and it is a lovely psychedelic design, so I think that should be ok since it is a nice summer dress. I also got black sandals to go with it, so I'm hoping I can not trip, as they have a bit of a wedge heel and I am a very clumsy person :/

we ended up having a nice dinner at Daphne's (Greek food) and I managed to eat vegetarian again, and not crave meat at all. I've been going strong for at least a month, fish being my only exception. I can't ever eat chicken again since I was walking through the park, and saw two gigantic roosters who were dropped off. They were sweet for such large birds.

Anyways, after a lovely evening with madre, my stupid brother whines, screams, yells, and calls me obscenities so that I can trade him a pokemon over on my Soul Silver. Really? There's a nine year difference between us, but he acts like he's fucking 2-wait, nevermind. Two year olds are even more well behaved than he is. I rarely play video games anymore since he sold my favorite ones. Now all I have is my Soul Silver and misc. games online. Well, the few things that are cheering me up right now is remembering the great time with my mom, how my room reeks of patchouli <3 and I'm listening to Gorillaz.